time is slowly drifting away

Isn't it crazy how time goes by so slow when you want it to go by fast and when you want it to go by fast it goes by extremely slow? This is my problem, my brother leaves in 21 days to go to bootcamp. we do not have your average brother /sister relationship.we get along so well,we do a lot together even though were related. I love my brother to death and now he is leaving, it is going to be so hard not to talk to him for 2 months and whats going to be really hard is not being able to see him for the 2 months while he is in bootcamp. this sucks now, i am going to be an only child and i hate being by myself. He is going to miss Thanksgiving, Christmas. and ringing in the new year; I don't know what i'm going to do with my life. Who is going to be my partner in crime when he leaves? who am i going to blame for the dishes being every where. Who is there to blame when something goes wrong and its really my fault? Now i guess i'll have to either take responsibility for my actions or blame my dad! I think blaming dad sounds good!LOL! I am ptaying bootcamp goes very fast so i can see him. That is my dilemma so comment on it if you want to!

"what a weekend"

WOW! work work work! thats all i seem to do these days! well the fall festival was this weekend. it was fun if you were young! no one i graduated high school was there i was some what bumbed out. After i left the fall festival i had to go to work; that was crazy on the go the whole night.it was very busy. developing film, renting movies to crazy people answering phone calls like, do you sell extra large tampons? yeah you should here some of the questions i get! so finally the night came to an end. i went home and planned on going midnight bowling but my bro was at a friends house and bret was out of town in northern illinois. that really stunk b/c i wanted to go bowling soooooo badly!(excuse the grammer plse!) . instead of going bowling i went to bed, got up for church in the morning and slept after church. So boring. then monday came, time for school, another quiz in my anatomy and physiology class (yay that was an easy one) i passed that quiz even got the extra credit question but that didint seem to help my grade at all. we found out our overall grade when we finished the quiz; the teacher told me i have to pretty much drop the class b/c i am failing it so bad that i cant bring it up at all even with all the quizzes we have and lab practicals we have. major suckage (exuse the language plse). i told my mom and and she wnet nuts on me cuz i get some financial aid adn we dont know what that is going to do nowthat i have to drop classes. i went home that day from school and bawled my eyes out till i had to go to work that night. and ontop of all that my brother is leaving in like 28 days and we might not beaable to take him,which really pisses me of b/c my bro and i are pretty close and that is goingto be one of the last times we get to spend together. crazy crazy crazy! i dont know what im goingto do without him? well gotta go get some sleep!

just bored and tired

i'm really bored and tired but i really dont want to go to bed yet. i was cleaning all day and all night with my cousin so she can get a closet organizer put in. let me tell you i thought my room was a catastrophe! all i can say is WOW! well i took my anatomy and phisioligy test on tuesday and i think i did okay. well i work all weekend so i prollly wont post anything so if you dont hear from dont worry; ill back.

this soooooooooooooooo weird i dont know what i am doing!