time is slowly drifting away

Isn't it crazy how time goes by so slow when you want it to go by fast and when you want it to go by fast it goes by extremely slow? This is my problem, my brother leaves in 21 days to go to bootcamp. we do not have your average brother /sister relationship.we get along so well,we do a lot together even though were related. I love my brother to death and now he is leaving, it is going to be so hard not to talk to him for 2 months and whats going to be really hard is not being able to see him for the 2 months while he is in bootcamp. this sucks now, i am going to be an only child and i hate being by myself. He is going to miss Thanksgiving, Christmas. and ringing in the new year; I don't know what i'm going to do with my life. Who is going to be my partner in crime when he leaves? who am i going to blame for the dishes being every where. Who is there to blame when something goes wrong and its really my fault? Now i guess i'll have to either take responsibility for my actions or blame my dad! I think blaming dad sounds good!LOL! I am ptaying bootcamp goes very fast so i can see him. That is my dilemma so comment on it if you want to!